Sunday, September 21, 2003
Its been a wild ride this 2 months, which lead to lots of contemplation on my part. Drew up with some short term goals to help keep my own two feet on the floor.. so that no matter what shit happens, you'll always be able to find your bearings. In this big big world, is there a corner, a space for me? i believe so, not much, just a little space for me to exist, to be happy. keep the faith.
I came up with a poem, quite dark...i'll just keep it to my journal instead of here, anyway its been a sort of emotional roller- coaster ride my life yea. So much highs, so many lows. which reminds me, i haven been to centro for ages... i miss that exilarating sense of abandonment.
One would talk abt the events of past months as one would recount a tale, but for my 2 cents worth...there has never been a greater exercise in futility.and besides its tiresome on my part, i tend to let the depressing stuff overshadow the cheerful events.
well i guess for now thats all for me.... Speaking silence dumb confessions of a shattered heart.
I guess the saying "Money talks, bullshit walks" has never been more true then now.
I came up with a poem, quite dark...i'll just keep it to my journal instead of here, anyway its been a sort of emotional roller- coaster ride my life yea. So much highs, so many lows. which reminds me, i haven been to centro for ages... i miss that exilarating sense of abandonment.
One would talk abt the events of past months as one would recount a tale, but for my 2 cents worth...there has never been a greater exercise in futility.and besides its tiresome on my part, i tend to let the depressing stuff overshadow the cheerful events.
well i guess for now thats all for me.... Speaking silence dumb confessions of a shattered heart.
I guess the saying "Money talks, bullshit walks" has never been more true then now.
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